My heart is a mess 我的心太亂

Every word in this song pounds and resounds through my heart. 字字扣心.
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我的心太亂 -小剛 My heart is a mess – Xiao Gang:

我的心太亂

作詞:丁曉雯
作曲:小剛
編曲:鮑比達

夜裡難以入睡 
用什麼可以麻醉 
情緒太多怎堪面對

不是不要你陪 
有些事你無法體會 
卸下了防備 孤獨跟隨

我想要一個自己的空間 
能夠好好想想我們之間的明天
如果愛情不如我們想像的甜美 
那麼所有的罪讓我來揹

我的心太亂 要一些空白 
你若是明白 讓我暫時的離開
我的心太亂 不敢再貪更多愛 
想哭的我 卻怎麼哭也哭不出來

我的心太亂 要一些空白 
老天在不在 忘了為我來安排
我的心太亂 害怕愛情的背叛 
想哭的我 像是一個迷路小孩 迷路的小孩

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My heart is a mess

Hard to fall asleep in the still of the night
What can I use to dull and inebriate myself
Too many emotions, I cannot bear to face

Not that I do not want your company
But there are some things you simply cannot understand
Having lowered my girded defenses, loneliness follows

I want to have, a space to myself
So I can properly think about you and I and our future
If love does not turn out to be the tenderness we imagined
Then let me shoulder all the fault and blame

My heart is a mess, I need some empty space
If you can understand, let me go away for now
My heart is a mess, I dare not grasp for any more love
I feel like crying, but somehow not a single sob surface

My heart is a mess, I need some empty space
Are the heavens there, have they forgotten to arrange my destiny
My heart is a mess, fearful of love’s betrayal
I feel like crying, like a lost and frightened child…a lost and frightened child

Yeah. That’s been said of me. I’m overly sensitive and like a petulant, lost child…
Harrumph.

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